Deviant Login Shop  Join deviantART for FREE Take the Tour
×



Details

Submitted on
July 2, 2012
File Size
1.2 KB
Link
Thumb

Stats

Views
863
Favourites
38 (who?)
Comments
56
×


schizophrenia

a child 12 years
mommy what are you doing?
  
mom-all things yellow are evil must break. yellow is not evil mom. god said.

mom. jesus pictures covering the walls. candles everywhere. mom- evil spirits in the house. . child not real mommy. you are scaring me. mom. walls covered in red lipstick crosses. she covered legs with pen crosses. burning paper. screaming. she is talking to someone. mommy there is no one their. meds not working. mom tries to kill her herself . throw herself infront of subway. police take mom away to hospital. finally peace. child no more raising an enfant brother  . mom returns but doesnot take her meds. rice throw everywhere. burning many objects. mom. i am a servant for god. mom you are crazy. child afraid of getting beaten. horror  feels the child. i want to die please. god please let me die. i am suffering said the child. mom- mother mary is evil. bull shit mom. i hate you.  why can you be a normal mom. mom hospitalize. she is much better. the scars remain forever. the child now adult is still very much afraid
very dark writing. i am sorry. it is all true. theraphy for me . i love my mother so much.. she was ill she didnt know what she is doing
Add a Comment:
 
:iconshirkee:
Shirkee Featured By Owner Dec 23, 2012
Oh my God, it must be so much scary especially for child! I couldn't gather myself. I'm so so much sorry that it happened to You. If I only could help you somehow, but I cannot :< Ana, please be strong :*
Reply
:iconyoulittlemonkey:
youlittlemonkey Featured By Owner Sep 24, 2012
I am so sorry you went through so much my dear friend, I cry for all ou have been through. We love you and we support you:hug:
You are stronger then you realize. God bless you dear:hug:xx
Reply
:iconanalovecatdog:
analovecatdog Featured By Owner Sep 24, 2012
my dear friend paula i thank you for your love and support. god bless you sweet friend
Reply
:iconyoulittlemonkey:
youlittlemonkey Featured By Owner Sep 24, 2012
Anytime Ana, God bless you too Ana xx
Reply
:iconblackantoid:
BlackAntoid Featured By Owner Jul 15, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I'm glad your mom is better now.
Reply
:iconanalovecatdog:
analovecatdog Featured By Owner Jul 15, 2012
thank you very much
Reply
:iconafonyavi:
AfonyaVi Featured By Owner Jul 5, 2012
My mother also has schizophrenia. And I know what you went through as a child, because I am still going through that now. God Bless :)
Reply
:iconanalovecatdog:
analovecatdog Featured By Owner Jul 5, 2012
you too dear. my heart and prayers with you.
Reply
:iconsaneme:
SaneMe Featured By Owner Jul 5, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
this is really good.I like it.
Glad I'm not that bad when it comes to my voices.I been in and out fo hospitals for a year now and I hope I'm not hurtign my family like your mom did to you.
Reply
:iconanalovecatdog:
analovecatdog Featured By Owner Jul 5, 2012
thank you dear. i am so sorry that you suffer the same illness. my heart goes out to you, my mother sees visions and well as voices. this voices are hurting her, there are tormenting her like demons . instructing her to do terrible things. many things i did not have the courage to write as yet. i love my mom so i dont blame her. she is a wonderful loving mother .
Reply
Add a Comment: